"The" Small Group

We have been meeting with our small group for a while now but just recently began meeting on a weekly basis. We have loved looking forward each week to this time with these wonderful couples, growing and sharing together. We eat, study, play, talk, and have a great time. I thank God for the wonderful people He has put in our lives to challenge us to grow in our walk with Him. And hey, anyone who can understand the connection between Darth Vader and Judas Iscariot is great to have in your discussion group!

Our group is studying the Book of Acts. We are praying for God's perspective on church (including our small group) as He intended it to be.

Ryan and John hanging out

Scout provided us with some priceless entertainment by chewing on Dwight's knee! I'll have my camera ready next week, Scout. You almost had that crawl down!

A fun bunch of girls! I love my sweet friends!

Kyndall decided to hang out under Kyle's chair

Old Friends

We hung out with some old friends tonight and had a blast! It's amazing how a few years can bring about so many changes. The last few years have brought this group of friends 5 babies! Here are some pictures of our little ones hanging out together. It is fun to watch your kids with your friends' and siblings' kids!

I love this picture of Kailey and cousin Kyndall!
Kailey and Jude (aww!)All three munchkins
John & Julian watching some Hermie

Rough & Tumble

Well, I have officially blogged every day for a week now! We'll see how long I can keep it up! Here are my boys having some jumping, piles-of-pillows, flying-in-the-air fun!

Star Time

John and I have decided to return to Star Time, our church's family worship, as praise leaders. We are excited about being involved with children's ministry again after a short break. We made a commitment when we first got married to really look for ministry opportunities where we could serve together and the Lord has been faithful to provide those over and over again. We love this because our kids will also be there with us and my sisters will be helping which will be lots of fun! We helped with Star Time when it first began but this will be a much different thing because we are now on a weekly format meeting before our church's new instrumental service on Saturday nights. The reason I am posting about all of this is because I would love to have your prayers for us that this would be a very special time for families to come together and worship and that the Lord would direct us in each song choice or other decision so that this would be pleasing to Him. We feel very strongly about the importance of families having the opportunity to worship the Lord together and are so grateful for our church meeting this need. I would say that you should be sure to bring your kids and come but the very thought of any of you being there makes me incredibly nervous. Maybe you should stay home and pray. : ) Just kidding! We'd love to see you there!

Vitamin C & Echinacea

I absolute love vitamin C and the herb echinacea, especially during the winter sick season. I have those two things in a gummy vitamin form that I give to John whenever he seems like he might come down with something. I've worked very hard to help build up his immune system where he can fight sickness on his own, and this is that little added boost when something is attacking that really helps. He might have a runny nose and after a day or two of that it is totally gone without moving to his ears or chest. I also use it combined with garlic when coming down with any kind of infection and can easily fight things off without a trip to the doctor or an antibiotic. Love the stuff! If you've never tried it, I highly recommend giving it a whirl.

Wii

For those of you who have not yet been introduced to the Nintendo Wii, it is the best thing to hit the gaming world in a long time. You hold the controller and move around with it. It is fun and hilarious to watch! Little John absolutely loves it. He gets very into it and is actually quite good. He loves playing the different sports games with his daddy. He has tried to teach Kailey and his cousin, Kyndall, how to play as well. Too cute. I wish I had pictures of that but couldn't get to my camera in time. If you ever get an opportunity to play one, give it a try, even if you don't like playing other video games. Tara was quite the tennis pro at small group last week and it's the only time besides in my dreams that I have or ever will beat my husband at bowling. I know I've already posted Nemo pictures but here is John with Nemo and his Wii controller.

Doll Baby

Today's post is simple. I feel like most of my pictures are of John since he is usually the one doing more interesting things so it's time for some Kailey pictures. Who could possibly not fall in love with THIS?!!!

Rodeo

Last night we went to the rodeo with my aunt and uncle. We had a great time and Little John was very excited about seeing the horses and cows! John and I grew up going almost every year so this was something we had looked forward to sharing with our kids. Some of John's favorite parts were riding the tractors at the exhibit hall, slapping hands with everyone during the grand entry, and getting cotton candy. I was EXTREMELY disappointed to learn that they no longer make those tiny sugar donuts. That was one reason I went to the rodeo. Funnel cakes are NOT the same thing. Anyway, John had a blast watching the rodeo and the rest of us had the majority of our fun just watching him see it all for the first time. Oh, and since you can't see Kailey's outfit very well in the picture, it has fringe on the jeans, horses on the sweater, and pink cowgirl boots on the shirt and says, "These boots were made for walking." SO cute.

I messed with my coloring options on my computer for these. Any votes on the coloring you like the best?

Boxing

John is big into boxing right now. Daddy got out his boxing gloves and they have provided lots of entertainment for the last week. It's been good to watch John learn to enjoy this pastime within the boundaries we gave him. The rules are that he can only punch someone wearing gloves and can only punch the gloves, not anywhere else on the body. It's rewarding to see that he is old enough to have privileges that come with responsibility and rules. His favorite part is falling down after the first or second punch and having us count to ten while he decides whether to get up or stay down and "lose" that round. This has provided great counting practice. He's a pretty cute little boxer, I think!

Finding Nemo

I have decided to blog every day. No, you do not have to take the time to read all of them, but this is my way of journaling for my family, so that's my goal. Then I can print these off, keep them in books for my kids, and they will know what I was thinking and doing as I raised them. Plus, I love to write and it gives me daily contact with the outside world. This will not be the place to find theological arguments or anything mind-blowing but simply what is going on in my world. I usually save the other thoughts for grown up discussions with my husband when he gets home from work. : )

Today Little John decided that he loved his stuffed Nemo that my family brought from their last trip to Disney World. He has started doing a lot of pretending over the last few months which I think is adorable. So today he has been carrying Nemo around and asking him if he wants to sit down or go downstairs or play a game. He even agreed to pose with him for a picture, which is pretty amazing for my anti-picture son. These stages of make believe and little stuffed friends are fun to watch!

Siblings

We love having two kids! Our children are slowly getting used to the idea of each other. Kailey is interested in anything that John does or says and is completely calm even when he gets rowdy and loud. John has become more and more interested in Kailey as she becomes more interactive. Every night when John goes to bed we ask him how much he loves us or we love him and he says, "SO much!" with his arms wide. Then we smother him in hugs and kisses. He goes through our little list that he loves Mommy, Daddy, Jesus and now Kailey. The other night while Kailey was being held over him to "give him kisses" she chose that precise moment to spit up (just a little) right in his face! We immediately started wiping him off while laughing and he got perfectly still and didn't move or make a sound. He stared at her until we moved her away and then still not moving an inch said really quietly, "Daddy take Kailey?" He didn't move until Daddy picked Kailey up and completely removed her from the bed! It was hilarious! Apparently he is terrified of spit up.

A few minutes ago he took a little green bag and informed me he was leaving for work. Maybe I should go see where he is. . .

Baking with My Boy

We've been doing quite a bit of cooking around our house. John loves to help, especially by breaking the eggs and stirring. He's a pretty cute little helper, don't you agree? Chocolate Chip Banana Muffins definitely taste better when he's had his hands in the baking process.

Christmas Pictures

Even though I've already posted my New Year's thoughts, I thought I would go back and share a few of my favorite Christmas pictures. Little John was a blast this Christmas as he began to understand more of what was going on. He is still telling me who gave him each of his Christmas gifts and it is important to him. So precious.
He loved spending so much time with our families. I love this picture of my grandparents with their three great-grandbabies! And of course my favorite early Christmas presents were my sweetheart's first smiles. You don't get better than these two bundles of fun (and a hunky husband to boot)!

2007

The years are absolutely flying by. Sometimes I really can't believe that we are already closer to 2010 than 2000! Obviously I've been thinking back over the last year. There have been many sweet milestones. My precious son turned two and is now more of a boy than a baby. I love him more every day! I turned 26, John turned 27 and we celebrated our 5th anniversary. New Year's Eve marked our 9 year anniversary of being together. That seems so long! I was 17 and although I knew I wanted to marry him I certainly had no idea where we would be 9 years later. My nephew and niece were born this year and that's a whole new kind of love I've been able to experience seeing our siblings with their children. I love those two kids and will continue to miss my other nephew until we are all reunited in Heaven! My grandfather went to be with Jesus and I sure missed him through the holidays! I spent a precious few days with one of my best friends after 5 years apart and realized that a close friendship based on Christ is always there and some people are just "kindred spirits" for life. After struggling through the would-be birth day of our miscarried child we conceived again, went through the entire pregnancy and had Kailey this year! It's funny that this time last year I had no idea she would be born and she's already here. It just goes to show that you never know what the Lord has in store. There are new friendships, deepened ones, and some friends that I'm rarely able to see anymore. All in all, a beautiful year. The Lord has become even more real in my life than ever before and I rely on Him daily to carry me through this journey of being a wife and mother. This year I think He has meant the most to me as Patient Father, Healer, Giver of Life, Renewer of Strength, Friend, and Source of Wisdom. I pray that your lives are full of daily relationship with Him. Thank you, Lord for all of the rich blessings in our lives!

I know that 2007 will hold wonderful and unexpected things. A few I am already anticipating are my brother's wedding in April to our new sister, Carli and some changes in our church life as our leadership follows God to a new place. I pray for the grace and strength to handle each challenge, the love and patience to try to model Christ in my relationships with others, and the faith and peace to live each day fully expecting God to show up in the smallest and biggest ways. Open our eyes, Lord. We want to see and follow You this year!

Thoughts on Christmas

Well, the Critz household is ready for Christmas! This is the first year that Little John has really had some comprehension of what is going on and he has added so much to the joy of the season with his excitement. We decorated our house, made Christmas tree rice krispy treats, drove to Dallas to look at Christmas lights, watched Christmas shows, went to a birthday party for Jesus, picked out presents for people we love, and we're just getting started! He has absolutely no idea that he is "supposed" to ask for things for Christmas so he is just enjoying the whole thing. I'm hoping that the seeds are also being sown for him to begin understanding the true miracle behind this celebration. I have thought a lot this December about baby Jesus. Having a newborn in our house makes it extra special as I snuggle with her, smell her little baby smell, and think about the Son of God actually becoming a tiny infant. What did Mary understand about her baby? I just had a natural childbirth and I would NOT have wanted to do that in a stable after a long road trip! I think we've heard it so many times that we become numb. That scared girl endured so much physically and emotionally and then He arrived and I'm sure she had the thought that all of us have that it was all worth it. Worth every minute of discomfort for just a few precious moments with that child. I know this sounds too simple but I keep finding myself telling Jesus this year, "I'm just so glad You came." So glad I can talk to the Almighty God through Jesus, so glad I can tell my babies this story day after day until they also choose eternal life through Him, just so glad He came. Merry Christmas to each of you as you enjoy all the blessings that come from our loving Father!

Pictures

Our wonderful and very talented photographer has some pictures of Kailey on her website if anyone's interested. Go to www.memorablemomentsphotography.com and scroll down until you see the album marked "Kailey." There are some precious ones of her with her sweet daddy! Thank you, Kristin, for more wonderful memories captured!

She's Here!

As most of you know, Kailey Abigail arrived on Monday, November 13th at 3:11pm. The birth went beautifully and we thoroughly enjoyed realizing our dream of having her at home. It was a tremendous experience of realizing the Lord's grace and strength and I absolutely loved being prayed over by my midwife and constantly reminded by her of God's presence there with us. John was incredible and it was so enjoyable having him take over the main role of coaching and supporting me through the birth instead of his playing backup to the doctors. He was strong, steady and there were moments I hung on to him for dear life! : ) Of course, when he caught his baby girl as she made her entrance into the world, he fell madly in love and I think he's pretty much hooked for life. What a tremendous daddy he is. Kailey weighed in at 8lbs. 7oz. and 21 inches. The midwife thinks my dates were a little off and she was a good two weeks early. Think about those stats in another two weeks! Whew! I'll have a better picture soon but for now this is the best I can find. Her brother hasn't paid a whole lot of attention to her yet but that is slowly changing. He gives her the occasional very sweet kiss or pat and it just melts my heart to see the beginning of their sibling relationship. We couldn't be happier and Thanksgiving is very special this year as we especially thank God for the blessing of the new little life in our family. Thanks to all of you for your prayers for all of us! God is so good!

Waiting

That seems to be the word that best describes my life right now. I feel ready, eager, and excited to meet my baby girl! I'm also extremely anxious to be comfortable again! I was praying the other day and asking God to help me to see what He had for me to learn or how I could grow during these last days of my pregnancy. See, my theory on pain, hardship or discomfort is that I never want to endure it without growing - what a waste of something I could be gaining from! So, as I was praying I felt that He gave me this picture of how He feels about me and all of us. He waits patiently, preparing a place and longing for the day when we will join Him in His home. He knows that the birth itself will be a painful process and require our physical bodies dying but the love and joy that await make that "labor" seem as nothing. Obviously His view of time is very different than what my finite mind understands but to me it was precious thinking of His patience as I live my time here until He can call me home. I know that my imperfect love for my daughter in no way compares to His love for me and it makes me eagerly anticipate what He could have waiting that makes my pink nursery seem like a paper box. He is sharing this time with me, understanding my feelings, and we will both wait for the perfect time that He knows. What a sweet and loving Lord!

Romans 8:18-25

"I consider that our present sufferings are not worth comparing with the glory that will be revealed in us. The creation waits in eager expectation for the sons of God to be revealed. For the creation was subjected to frustration, not by its own choice, but by the will of the one who subjected it, in hope that the creation itself will be liberated from its bondage to decay and brought into the glorious freedom of the children of God. We know that the whole creation has been groaning as in the pains of childbirth right up to the present time. Not only so, but we ourselves, who have the firstfruits of the Spirit, groan inwardly as we wait eagerly for our adoption as sons, the redemption of our bodies. For in this hope we were saved. But hope that is seen is no hope at all. Who hopes for what he already has? But if we hope for what we do not yet have, we wait for it patiently."

Amazing Women

My three beautiful girlfriends who are my accountability group. You don't get much better than that!










My incredible mothers (and the best grandmothers to my children). Sometimes I think of my heritage of godly women and feel huge responsibility in living up to what God has given me in them!


I have been thinking about something a lot for about a week now and it seems that everywhere I go this week I am reminded of it. After a conversation with my accountability group I started thinking about the different women I know and the diverse struggles they have in their lives. Some of them are many years ahead of me and some are younger but already experiencing more than many people do in a lifetime. I look at these women and it is hard to understand how they have the patience, strength, endurance, wisdom, or peace to go through what they are and I pray that occasionally they are also seeing that in me. It is amazing how each one has what they can handle by God's grace. I look and wonder how they do it and they look at others and wonder how they can manage their struggles! God is so good to equip us throughout our lives for the very things that He will be calling us to or carrying us through. I am deeply humbled as I realize just how many women I am around on a weekly basis who have allowed God to create in them a strength that is amazing. I have heroes who are family members, older women, and friends. I can quickly think of women who have endured loneliness, divorce, physical pain, the loss of children, being spiritual widows, financial struggle, childhood wounds, and the list goes on and on. There are also those dealing with the "smaller" day-to-day life things that I look at and feel that I would not be able to handle it with the grace and patience they show. Sunday in our class we talked about spiritual maturity and I thought again of all the ways I see that in these women. And once again last night as I listened to two beautiful women share their stories, I was just overwhelmed by the wealth of wisdom, love, and godliness around me.

Just a quick plug for the RHCC girls here. If any of you have not yet been able to attend the Joy for the Journey meetings, they have been wonderful! Having these women mentor and share with us is uplifting and makes me understand once again how God knows exactly what He's talking about when He tells the older women to teach the younger women! Watch your bulletin for updates on these meetings.

Most of you who read this are these women in my life (the other few not being women!). I hope that each of you know the deep love and admiration I have for you. I hope I am clear with the way your strength and courage inspire and challenge me. I would love to sit here and list out each woman and every way you bless others but this would be never ending. Maybe that's something I'll do eventually is highlight some of those. I am honored to know you and richly blessed any time I can pray with or listen to you. I love you, dear friends!

Things I've Learned From My Toddler

I have become a much wiser person thanks to having a two-year-old son. I thought I would pass on some of these jewels to all of you in case they were things you've ever wondered about.

• Eating is optional and there are far better ways to spend your time until you get really hungry and down two, yes TWO, burritos from Taco Bueno.
  
• There is absolutely no end to toddler energy.
  
• It is possible to have a full bladder for many hours and not let it go simply out of stubborn determination.
• Dirty diapers do not bother everyone and do not hinder playing at all.
  
• Those little foam toe separating things for painting your toenails can be put other places on your body too.
• Anything can be used as a "bat" to hit balls - tennis rackets, golf clubs, and actual bats are preferred, though.
• Mommy's growing pregnant belly makes a great jungle gym.
• You can talk to an unborn child through your mother's belly button.
• If you want great maternity pictures that look like your son is talking to your baby, stick a cookie up your shirt.
• Couch pillows do not serve their best purpose sitting on the couch. They are put to much better use when you use them to bury your dad or make a pile to jump in.
• It sounds much cuter to say your B E D's than your A B C's. It is also far more endearing to readie writie than to read and write.
• Bob the Tomato can be found anywhere, anytime that you can find a circle.
• The church should really show Pooh on that big screen at the front. Each Sunday there is a certain level of disappointment that they still have not figured this out.
• Doing really cute things just like your dad does them will get you a long way with Mom.
• You can have endless fun talking to the recorded lady that comes on when you leave the phone off the hook too long.
• You can hum to the tone of the dial tone and it is also an interesting activity
• It only takes one to have a pizza party if everyone else is in the media room and thought you should go to bed (Tara will attest to the priceless nature of this one)
• All aunts, uncles, and grandparents should live in one house with us so that they never have to go home.
  

These are just a few of the ones I've been learning lately and I'm sure there will be many, many more. Oh, how I love my little guy! We've started lately spreading our arms as wide as we can to tell each other just how much we love each other. That doesn't even come close to expressing what is in my heart for him. Hopefully some day he will have a precious little boy and understand his mommy's heart.

"Punks"

I took John to a pumpkin patch in Flower Mound a few weeks ago for a little guy trip with his buddy Garrett (and their moms and Aunt Caitlin). John loved the "punks" and felt like he had an enormous job to do organizing everything when he saw that huge field of pumpkins. He takes things so seriously! It was extremely difficult to get a picture of John sitting or of Garrett and John in the same shot. These boys are so active! They had a hay maze and all these cute cutouts of different cartoon characters for the kids. He was excited about finding Nemo! They were both excited about running which is one reason I took Aunt Caitlin. Me running right now is just not going to happen. It was fun! Last night I made pumpkin bread and John was very confused how that piece of "cake" had anything to do with his beloved "punks." Some things will remain a mystery for a while longer, I guess.

Vision Trouble

Tonight we had a sad little experience for about an hour. When John woke up from his nap and we were about to head to church for class, he began crying and screaming that his eye hurt. (We still don't know how the foreign substance got in his eye but we think it might have been blue crayon based on other evidence. Don't ask me because I have no clue how that happened. He didn't have a blue crayon when I left him tucked in bed.) First, it can be so nice to have children at the stage where they can tell you what is hurting. That development is a blessing! But, although he kept asking us rather pathetically to help him and seemed sure that we could, he wouldn't let us do what we needed to do to wash his eye out. We knew we just needed to get enough of the liquid in there to wash out whatever was irritating him but he refused to let us put in the solution or to open his eye once we did. He preferred to keep his eyes closed and bury his head on my chest because then it apparently wasn't hurting him as much. Any light seemed to further irritate him. We finally did what all parents must do and held him down against his strongest protests to get it washed out. Immediately he felt better, opened his eye, hugged his dad, and started playing.

As I watched this play out and thought of those yucky things we have to do as parents because we know it will help, I was again reminded of how much like a two-year-old I can be when it comes to God trying to remove things from my eyes. I can choose very painful ways of viewing life, others, and God's ways just because it's more comfortable or familiar to me than opening my eyes for a few quick minutes of discomfort and allowing God to clean them out so that I can see clearly. I want so much to refuse the toddler stage of believing God can do anything but still not allowing Him to do that in me without kicking and screaming. I don't want Him to leave me in my pain and ignorance even when I'm begging Him to do just that. I want to open my eyes wide, let Him do His perfect work, and then see the things that He has for me and for our family. Lord, give me courage to trust You and allow You to work in the eyes of my heart!

Earliest Memory

Okay, it's been a week since I blogged and I'm going to try something new. I love reading other people's comments so I'm going to ask a question and hope for a lot of feedback. As I am building precious memories with my little ones I often wonder when will the ones start happening that he/she will remember. Everyone seems to be different and there seems to be no rhyme or reason to the things that people remember. I think one of my earliest, most vivid memories would be of my third or fourth birthday party. My older brother gave me a yellow "My Little Pony" that had apples on her little rump. I can't quite remember her name but it was a super big deal to me that this gift was especially from him to me. That cements so solidly in my mind how special and important John will be in Kailey's life. His acceptance and approval will play an important, God-given role in who she becomes.

So, what is your earliest memory and how does it (or does it) affect you today? Is it positive, negative, silly, or important? What does it mean to you? I wonder what our children's earliest memories will be. . .

"The Man"

Today our sweet little friend, Hayley, gave me a precious gift. Shelly will tell the story much better since she heard Hayley say it, but I believe the basic conversation was something like this. When Shelly told Hayley this afternoon that they were going to stop by our house for a few minutes, she was very excited about seeing Little John, Courtney and "the man." Shelly thought she must be referring to Big John and didn't think much more about it until they got home afterwards. Then Hayley again said that she had fun at John's house seeing John, Courtney and "the man." Upon asking more questions Shelly finally discovered that "the man" is kind (I believe was the word) and plays with them. He is in Kailey's room which was John's until recently. Apparently Kailey's room is the only place Hayley sees him. I am a firm believer in the special relationship that children share with the Lord and His realm. I have my own story of seeing "the man" in my room as a child and that memory is as vivid today as it was 20 years ago. I also had the tremendous blessing, as Hayley does, of having parents who believed wholeheartedly with me and encouraged my childlike faith. Is it really that odd that the Lord shows Himself to those tiny hearts who ask no questions but calmly accept the presence of His angels as good and right? And how interesting that "the man" is nothing foreign or unusual but someone who seems very normal in Hayley's little world. The more I have thought about this today, the more of a gift it becomes. This week has been a difficult one for me physically as I struggle through these last weeks of pregnancy with strong pregnancy symptoms like in the first trimester except with a third trimester belly and aches and pains to go with it. I have wrestled with the fact that it is difficult for me to care for my babies while carrying them (and this is certainly not a new struggle after my past pregnancy history). Today was as if God put His hand on my growing belly and reminded me that it is not I who is caring for these babies but Him. And there is "the man" waiting in my nursery the moment that Kailey arrives to care for her there. Coincidence that little Hayley's confirmation came this week? I think not. The nursery is also the room where we have prayed every night since moving in this house a year ago for our children. We pray for John, prayed for Kailey to be conceived, and have prayed for her during this pregnancy. Coincidence that "the man" resides in the room where we have spent more hours praying over our children than any other? I think not. And today, while doing something completely unrelated, I "randomly" came across this verse in Luke 10, "At that time Jesus, full of joy through the Holy Spirit, said, "I praise you, Father, Lord of heaven and earth, because you have hidden these things from the wise and learned, and revealed them to little children. Yes, Father, for this was your good pleasure. " Friends, I have to love a God who has revealed things to our babies because it was His good pleasure. I have to love that He placed a verbal little girl in my life for whom I have prayed since her conception to tell me what God is doing. I have to just love Him because He is so good.

Cupcakes

I don't want to jump the gun on Shelly and show all of Hayley's birthday party, but these cupcake pictures were so cute I had to share them. I love how some icing can totally brighten a child's day. Oh wait, that works on me too! These kids are so adorable, and I love them all!

Hayley, Emma and John actually all sitting down at once! It's amazing what a cupcake will do.

Icing on the face

And the advertisement for Shelly's cupcakes - "More cake?"

Gratefulness

John was gone this past weekend on the Our Father's Children retreat for the teenagers who have graduated from the Royal Family Kids Camp for abused and neglected children. While we were thrilled to share him with those boys, we missed him very much! Little John kept asking me in a tiny, little voice, "Where my daddy?" Needless to say, we were doing a little dance when he walked in the door Sunday evening. It never ceases to amaze me how I can be with him 24/7 and he still gives me butterflies! : ) Saturday night we went over to my parents where my sister was watching Ellie, who is a little friend from church. I was upstairs when her daddy came to pick her up. Due to my pregnant hormones and missing my husband I welled up when I heard her downstairs doing the most excited little "Yeah Daddy!" chant because she could not contain her joy at seeing Danny. It made me start thinking about all the precious, dedicated daddies I know and just how blessed their kids are. It also made me hope that I tell my husband often enough just how glad we are that he walks through that door every night after work. Not after making a stop at the local hangout or even taking a break from responsibilities - he just comes straight from his workload at the office to his "workload" at home. I was convicted, praying that each faithful man feels the incredible weight that his daily sacrifices carry with his family, that no decision to spend time with his babies or make a priority for his family is ever in vain, and that my job is to always show gratefulness! Every time John does something for us he could be making a different choice but he's choosing us, choosing his Lord, and changing our lives. It's always easy to see the difficulty of the job I'm doing and always more challenging to stop and look instead at what others are also working hard for. I have taught countless children over the years that gratefulness is a choice and I have to ask myself if I'm making that choice every day and modeling that for my children so that when I am teaching them that someday, they will recognize it in my life. I can't keep John's job of provider, husband, and father from being hard, but I can certainly make sure it's never thankless. Have you thanked your hubby today?

John's New Room

I have made a big step for this mommy and moved my boy upstairs to his "big boy room." Chelsea finished painting his mural on Sunday and that night he spent his first night in his boat bed. He did great! He is SO excited about his room. It is difficult for pictures to do the mural justice so you will just have to come over. If any of you ever consider doing something like this, I would highly recommend Chelsea who did a fantastic job. She is so talented. I deeply admire artistically talented people because that's a talent I have to admire from a distance since I really do not possess it. Little John points out each thing whenever he goes in his room, especially the pickup truck that Chelsea painted to look just like John's with silhouettes of the guys inside it. He told me that it was he and Daddy going to Sonic for a "cheese" (grilled cheese). He can look up at the plane when he's lying in bed which is also very cool to him.

We also had the nursery painted this week so it is officially very pink and we are in full preparations for Miss Kailey as well! I feel much more ahead of things with him upstairs and her room awaiting her arrival. Her sweet daddy has been working tonight to hang her chandelier with Little John "helping" constantly. He wants to "screw" everything with the screwdriver and climb the ladder. He loves the pink nursery and just refers to it as "pink." He'll want to "go in the pink" or he left his duck "in the pink." It's pretty funny. He makes me laugh with all his funny little ways of saying and doing things right now. Earlier he was looking at my blog with me and started to feed himself the cake in the picture of him eating my birthday cake. His imagination is certainly growing at a rapid rate!

Little John pointing out everything in his mural the first time he saw it all finished.

His "red plane" reminding us of the best reason to "go" anywhere!Another view of the mural, including Daddy's truck headed to SonicSnuggle time with Mommy before he sleeps upstairs for the first time!

Summer Fun

Here are some more summer photos. In case you can't tell, I just got a lot of pictures developed and have to share cute ones of my boy! I had been storing up 35mm rolls for a while now. I promise there will be an end to the madness. 4th of July fun with the Waltons and RidgellsEating Mom's birthday cakeBirthday kisses!Swimming lessons

Popsicles

This summer Little John had his first popsicle and then enjoyed that special treat several times over the course of these hot months. We always strip down to the diaper (at least) because clothing will not survive the drippy, colored mess that results from his slow enjoyment of the melting treat. Of course, the camera came out several times for this so I thought I'd share my favorites as the summer draws to a close.